Vocal Course once again
Just came back from vocal course.
ahhh. i cant believe its going to end.
i think im gonna really miss it. D:
cause usually i'll be always looking forward to wednesdays and saturdays. its so exciting.
sighh. and after this sunday there will be nothing to look forawrd to anymore D:
and shucks. holidays are ending.AHHHHH.
get ready to cram a ton of homework in to one week. (that is, if i actually do it)
i feel so tired D:
todays session had some dance/movement in it. we learnt a cherography and then tried dancing and stuff. my vocals were super off today. D; upsetting.
a while ago someone told me i was very technical/critical about singing. i guess its because of choir. i mean, its all about technicallity. Plus for my song, its a normal-voice kinda song, so actually its very hard for me, since im more used to using falsetto and all. haiiiii.
i think that the audience plays a big part for the people on stage. cause if they give you sian-diao expressions, or shaking of head, somehow it just pulls the energy down, something that i have issues with. cause mostly, the problem i have for singing on stage is the audience. like during the inspirations. once you see the look on the audience face, and they seem like their not enjoying it, somehow i just lose the will to be all excited and enthu and sing. its quite depressing. argh.okay enough about that.
let me tell you something stupid.
today, i couldnt find the gate to enter st james kindergarden cause the usual gate i go through was locked, so being the smart gabrielle that i am. i went and tried to jump over the fence. which i succeeded at, BUT. i scratched myself.. D; on the metal thing. owww. and worst of all, i didnt even notice it. D: until i looked at my leg and saw that line thing. then i was O.O OHHHHH. lolol.
im too accident prone. should probably try to abstain from dangerous places/items. who knows what kind of accident i'd be in next.
cant wait for friday/sat/sun ;D
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i have been so lazy to blog, even though i have the time to.
sigh. i just thought about my future today. it scares me.
okay. alot of things scare me.
lol. whatever.
i honestly cant wait until graduation, when we can finally get away from all the drama and such.
i just realized im in quite a bad position now. what to do, what to do. i guess asking myself is pointless really, but asking others they just all gave me the same answer: you CAN'T do anything.
well true, i can't. so what do i do? live with it. for the rest of my miserable secondary school life. ain't that just perfect.
ah heck, blogging about this aint helping either.
i'll just go attempt at homework or something.
not like i intend on finishing it anyway.
LOL.
" dont try this at home, try it somewhere else"
i dont ever want to go back to school
holidays are so much better than school days.
even though i'm not really doing much.
sigh. i have cell outing this thursday but i can't go :( and i was really REALLY looking forward to it! D;
apparently my mom allows me to go out to study. so yes, i'll be going out to study this thursday.
hahaha.
THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO:
1. tomorrow~ going out to do some stuff &meet nao,cel,JQ then vocal course
2. thursday~ out to study
3. saturday~ vocal course
4.sunday~ botanical gardens. no idea what we're gonna do. games i'm sure ;D GO FLAMINGO!
5. mon-friday~ holiday
6. sec 3 camp; i forgot when it is.
7. media camp; 22-23 if im not wrong
8. announcing the positions of choir
9. handover+farewell
so yupp thats about it. right now i'm preparing something for my friends birthday present. so much hard work D; YOU BETTER APPRECIATE IT!
i really want to attend a dance one day. OH i just remembered!
Ms Ng's wedding! on 5th june~ it was fun :D she looked so pretty in her gown/dress thingy. after that we went to expo for fun; ahaha ; to explore the greenline(mrt) and then to changi airport for fun too :D ate swensens and then went home.
sighh. okays i am going to clear stuff in my computer now~
until next time.