So...june holidays have finally begun.
and i have no idea why but i dont want to be in the holiday mood anymore. ITS BORING. i am now wasting my time doing pointless things. and yeah. not doing homework. but still. this year there is no choir practice to look forward to. and besides outings with friends, i've got nothing much to do. and theres alot of homework i dont want to complete...

so anyway. our choir sec 4 farewell was quite fun! :D the theme was walt disney and i dressed up as a pirate! :D haha. i guess it was a little messy cause most of the things were done in a rush and stuff but yeah. still it was fun. i cant wait for next year when we'll get to plan it!:D

nothing else to say. so yeah.

CYA.

-gabrielle-

SO… I can see that no one has tagged. which is sad. :( .. cause I write a whole chunk of stuff and.. im sure no one reads it.. ah wells… but ANYWAY if someone, somewhere, out there does actually read my posts then leave a tag kay? it’ll make my day!:D:D

erm.. CTs results are OUT. I thought that this years CTs were relatively hard. Last term’s was easier. all except science at least. The two subjects you will not be sad when you find out you fail, maths and Chinese. its always like that. its just so expected that the sadness just wears out. and yes. I failed. both.

But yeah. still disappointed. I think I did not put a lot of effort into this CTs. spending too much time online. SO…. I, GABRIELLE, HEREBY DECREE THAT I SHALL STUDY VERY HARD FOR THE UPCOMING COMMON TESTS:D

I’m trying to pass math. I mean I failed by like what 0.3 marks?? 49.7. How pathetic. Secondary school is so different from primary school. they really should round it up. and my Chinese is just hopeless. deproved so much.

This week was really tiring and stressful. Lots of projects, presentations and homework that can’t be completed until 3 am in the morning. Some people are just ridiculous. I mean for Chinese homework the power point presentation, we had to type Chinese in our computers. and SOME people do not have the software to do so. SO yes. You rushed. You stayed up all night. But hey we did too. Not like we just sat there and wasted time. I stayed up until 3am and your telling me you stayed up till 12am. and you want to try and take away our marks just because we can’t type Chinese. that just sad. well too bad. I already failed Chinese real bad.

and linking to that issue. because I slept for 2 hours that day, I was a bit moody. it was on Thursday and yeah I was super tired. I would find anytime in class to sleep. then after school had choir. so yeah ok. choir was fine I guess. we met the new conductor. she seemed nice. :D then we stayed back afterwards.

we were suppose to finish the song for sec 4 farewell. but everyone was split up. AS USUAL. and most of us weren’t even doing anything. but its ok. ALL PROBLEMS SOLVED. So, your song is almost completed. Yay! haha.
for sec 4 farewell I hope you guys will dress up as something and not like ps me ok?:D.. I know you have CIP but can bring clothes! ….

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today is … Saturday! this morning we had P6 open house. didn’t go as well as I expected. the audience was… heh.. they didn’t even bother clapping for any of the performing groups. well at least our lovely teacher started clapping and some joined in the applause. quite disappointing. but hey at least we did a nice job!:D

oh and Gloria and Germaine you said you were going to tag if I post. SO.. IM WAITING! haha..
oh Gloria I love what you did with the choir board! nice! haha..

oh and look at this drawing of mine during maths. i was obviously bored to death. :D

I need to know. cause I think I accidentally, yes, ACCIDENTALLY threw away the paper!.. sorry..
oh and this is addressed to all en2s. can I finish up the lyrics so I can type and print out?
all right!:D
you have officially made it to the end of this post!
hope that you enjoyed it. and remember to TAG.
thanks! :D:D:D:D:D

-gabrielle-

Common tests are over at last!

you know the feeling that you have when you try so hard and practice so much but you know you don’t stand a chance anyway? that’s how I feel .

you work so hard and try your best and yet its not good enough. then someone actually tells you you’re not good enough, so you decide to try even harder. and yet. you still don’t stand a chance. so what do you do now? break down and cry? or complain? or give up? I honestly have no idea. I hate it when you’re really giving it your all and yet people don’t notice. and why do they not notice? because they already know someone else that can be in your place. and that without you they can survive. heck. not only survive but succeed. see the position this is at now? unimportant. its amazing how irritating this can be. even when you are trying to plan something for the good of the group it cause conflict. no one bothers to listen to you when you ask them nicely, and even when you shout they don’t bother. so then you give up and start talking to those people that care. and then what happens? they scold you for not telling them anything or for discussing a situation at a wrong time. and why? i don’t know. when you’ve got a great idea that would work really well, and you have worked so hard on it. what do they do? cancel and shred it to pieces. not even wanting to try or give it a chance. but just cancelling the whole idea. all that you’ve worked for and throw it away. you spent so much time working on it and don’t even have the thoughts in your head about the exams coming up. but you just work on it with all your heart and soul and what do you get? a load of crap. I am done with this.

And you know what it feels when your group barely does anything and expects so much from you that you should not be obliged to give? the feeling when you are discussing group projects and they just sit and stare. then start talking nonsense. you know what? it sucks. and rolling your eyes ain’t a solution. neither is showing attitude and giving dumb looks. it doesn’t work that way. at least some people actually try and help, shoot ideas. and you know what I don’t care anymore. do what you like. but don’t bother scolding me over throwing away the barely 2 sentences script. cause that script is not even worth continuing and its not like you even helped writing it. do you know what you were doing? nothing. absolutely nothing. don’t expect ideas to pop out the air or drop down from heaven. and don’t expect me to do anything about it.

you’ll understand that I’m totally pissed off.
argh. life is so.. irritating.
problems just keep coming up one after another.
so anyway. SOP is OVER!